Sunday, June 3, 2012

The Final Chapter

Ok everybody every story have to come to come to an end at some point of time and with that being said this will be my last update. Only because Bey & Jay has just about been through everything and a this point in their marriage and its really nothing else for them. So check out my other blog @ jayonceworldoflove.blogspot.com this one is waaaaaay better


Last Time..

(Tina) Hello *sniffs*
(Beyonce) Mom are you crying
(Tina) Bey-
(Beyonce) Mom what is it
(Tina) You're father was here and he started feeling sick and he fainted and I called 911 and they took him to the hospital.
(Beyonce) Is he ok
(Tina) I don't know, They wont let me see him because I'm not his wife or child
(Beyonce) Ok mom I'm on my way


Now......


*At the hospital*


(Beyonce POV)




Jay and I drove to the hospital in silence and one we got there we talked to the doctors and they said my father suffered a small heart attack and now we are waiting to go back and see him.


(Jay) How are you doing
(Beyonce) I'm fine I guess
(Jay) You don't look fine
(Beyonce) I'm mean Shawn my dad is in the hospital
(Jay) Thats right
(Beyonce) *rolls eyes* Imma go to the restroom 
(Jay) OK


(Beyonce POV)


I was on my way to the restroom when I ran into Usher


(Usher) Beyonce!!
(Beyonce) Please leave me alone
(Usher) Can we just talk for a minute
(Beyonce) No. I can't
(Usher) You can if you really want too
(Beyonce) Well I guess I don't


Beyonce tried walking away but Usher pushed her into one of the empty hospital rooms






(Beyonce) Let me out
(Usher) Not until you talk to me
(Beyonce) Fine!! What are you doing down here
(Usher) My son hurt himself.... but he is fine anyway thats not what I want to talk about
(Beyonce) What is it
(Usher) I know that was my baby you aborted
(Beyonce) Excuse me?! I'm not here for this shit MOVE!
(Usher) Not until you tell me the truth
(Beyonce) Fine! Yes it was yours. But its gone now so please move
(Usher) Why did you do it? Did she/he not fit into your perfect picture life
(Beyonce) Look Shawn will be looking for me. Please move so I can leave
(Usher) Tell me the truth 
(Beyonce) Fine!! NO! she/he didn't fit into my "Perfect life" I would never burden Jay with a child that wasn't his
(Usher) Kind of like he did you
(Beyonce) *silent* 
(Usher) You really didn't want Hazel
(Beyonce) Don't you ever say that I love that little girl
(Usher) Yea you do now
(Beyonce) I've always love her
(Usher) So ever when you called me that night crying.. The day Hazel was born


*Flash Back* (A few years ago when Hazel was born)


Phone Conversation:


(Beyonce) She had a girl
(Usher) You don't sound so happy about it
(Beyonce) To be honest I'm not and on top of that Keri want us to live wit us after she turn 2 months. I don't want to raise a child especially one that is not mine. At lease not yet anyway
(Usher) Beyonce it will be fine
(Beyonce) I don't know but I have to go Jay is coming and I think he want me to go back to see his daughter
(Usher) Alright


*Reality*


(Beyonce) I was mad that night and you will not hold that against me especially now. I've been with her whole life. I love her as much as I love Blue and nothing is gona change that.
(Usher) I know you love her but I can't help but think that you wish she wasn't around. Every time you look at her you see Keri
(Beyonce) Usher STOP and move so I can GO!
(Usher) Why can't we be together.
(Beyonce) Because I'm married. I have a family already
(Usher) One that you wish you didn't have
(Beyonce) WHAT!! you are delusional
(Usher) Beyonce I know you want me because if you didn't you would of walked out this room
(Beyonce) You're blocking the door.
(Usher) One last kiss and then I'll move
(Beyonce) I'm not about to kiss you are you crazy
(Usher) Yea I'm crazy in love with you
(Beyonce) Ok well I don't love you. MOVE!!
(Usher) So after all we been through you still don't love me
(Beyonce) I did love you but I was never in love with you. I'm in love with my husband and I really need you to respect-


(Usher POV)


I wasn't trying to hear what she was talking about so I kissed her. I knew she still loved me.


(Jay POV)


I was heading to the bathroom to look for Beyonce and I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw her kissing Usher. This was it I wasn't gonna stop her I  guess she made her choice I left.


(Beyonce) *slapping Usher* WTH get the fuck off of me
(Usher) FUCK! Fine GO!


(Beyonce POV)


I couldn't believe that stupid fool just kissed me and on top of that he said all those terrible things I love Hazel. Anyway I walked back to the waiting area and I didn't see Jay


(Beyonce) Where did Jay go
(Camille) He left and he was pissed. I don't know what happen but he pissed off
(Beyonce) *whispers omg*
(Camille) Is something wrong
(Beyonce) No, look I have to go if anything change with my father call me
(Camille) Ok


I went outside and I caught Jay getting into the car.








(Beyonce) Shawn whats wrong
(Jay) Do you love me
(Beyonce) Of course I do
(Jay) Are you in love with Usher
(Beyonce) NO!!
(Jay) So how come every time I turn my back you are with him. I saw that kiss
(Beyonce) Baby he kissed me and-
(Jay) Save it Beyonce we are DONE. Forreal this time
(Beyonce) You don't mean that we love each other to much and we-
(Jay) Thats just it! Just because you love someone doesn't mean you should be with that person. Beyonce we can't trust each other we have to many lies and secrets so I think the best thing for us is to leave each other alone
(Beyonce) I did not kiss him
(Jay) Bye Beyonce


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EPILOGUE 










5 YEARS LATER!!




(Hazel) Mom could you please get Blue she is really starting to make me mad
(Beyonce) Blue please leave Hazel alone 
(Blue) I'm not doing anything
(Beyonce) Look Hazel go call your dad to see if he is on his way I have to go
(Hazel) How long are you gonna be gone
(Beyonce) This is a world tour but I'm only gona be gone for two weeks then I'm gonna come get you and Blue and we are gona tour together until school starts back.
(Hazel) So we are gonna have to go three months without seeing daddy
(Jay) *walking into the house* Nope because I'm only a phone call away. If ya'll need me call me and I'll be right there
(Hazel) *kissing Jay* Hi Dad
(Blue) Daddy!!!!
(Jay) Hey girls
(Beyonce) Calm down ya'll just saw him this morning. Hey Shawn
(Jay) *kissing Bey on the cheek*  Hey Bey.
(Beyonce) I was just about to call to see where you was at
(Jay) Sorry I'm late I had a few things to take care of but I made it
(Beyonce) Yea just barely but I have to go I'll be back in two weeks and remember to pay Kiara her last paycheck today.
(Jay) Ok
(Beyonce) Don't give Blue anything to drink before bed because she will pee on herself
(Jay) Baby I know 
(Beyonce) Ok I'm just making sure
(Jay) OK 
(Beyonce) Ok give me kiss so I can go *kisses Jay*
(Hazel & Blue) Ewwwwwww
(Blue) Thats nasty
(Hazel) IKR
(Beyonce) Hush and come and give me hug


Beyonce hugged & kissed both of her daughters and hugged her husband  one last time before she left for her tour.



THE END...........




Sorry it took so long for me to update and I'm sorry that this one was short LOL but I'm done with this blog. Thank ya'll for reading and commenting I really appreciate it and if you want to continue reading my writings check out my newest blog @ jayonceworldoflove.blogspot.com I'm writing this one with Kelsey. Also keep in touch because @Bubblii_Jillan and I are writing a book which btw has nothing to do with Jayonce it should be finish by the end of the summer so if ya'll follow either one of us on twitter ya'll will see sneak peaks of if it coming soon. 






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Thursday, May 17, 2012

Moment Of Truth

Thanks for all the comments and the feedback I appreciate it. BTW don't forget to check out Chapter 8 http://jayonceworldoflove.blogspot.com/2012/05/chapter-8-live-laugh-love.html

BTW depending on when you read this Chapter 9 might already be posted so look out for it.

Last Time......

(Jay) Truth Moment
(Beyonce) *sighs* Sure!
(Jay)  If you where pregnant I wouldn't of loved that baby any less then I love Hazel and Blue. I wouldn't of wanted you to get an abortion. I just would of had deal, like you did for me
(Beyonce) *tearing up* Thats nice to know *walking up the stairs*
(Jay) Bey wait?
(Beyonce) What Shawn?! I said it was ok now drop it please!
(Jay) Ok Bey I just don't want you to be mad at me anymore
(Beyonce) I'm not mad at you. I'm just mad at myself
(Jay) For what?
(Beyonce) A lot of things but if you don't mine I would like to take a bath now
(Jay) *Sighs* Ok. I'll cook you something to eat
(Beyonce) I'm not hungry *walking away*
(Jay) Ok then


Now.......


(Beyonce) 


I walked upstairs because I absolutely felt like crap.I wasn't hungry and I couldn't even hardly look at Jay because of how I felt. I actually felt like I committed a crime but we all know keeping the baby wasn't such a good idea. I felt dirty and a little insecure and at this very moment for the first time ever I hated myself. So I went into the bathroom and locked the door and pulled the ultrasound picture out my purse. It was a only a picture of a little dot but it was my dot. I'm not sure if it was a girl or a boy or not but I couldn't help but feel bad about what I did. I turn the the water in the tub on so I can wash some of this hate off of me. As I watched the tub fill I just started thinking about the life I could of gave he or she. I started to think about how much Hazel and Blue what of loved their new brother or sister and then the tears started falling. I really felt like shit and I couldn't stand to look at the picture any more so I put it back in my purse and got into the tub. I stayed in the  bathroom and cried for at least a hour while I was in the tub and when I came out the bathroom Jay was the first face I saw.


(Jay) Beyonce have you been crying
(Beyonce) No why would you ask that
(Jay) Because your eyes are bloodshot red and they are puffy
(Beyonce) Thats because I got soap in my eyes
(Jay) Beyonce I'm not stupid why where you crying
(Beyonce) I told you I wasn't crying
(Jay) Beyonce what are you hiding from me? What really happen today
(Beyonce) I went to the store and I came back home
(Jay) Yea and every since you came back home you've been snapping at me for no reason. Actually since the results of the pregnancy test. Beyonce are you pregnant did you lie to me
(Beyonce)No I'm not pregnant, look I'm sorry ok I just have a lot on my mind
(Jay) Do you wanna tell me whats going on
(Beyonce) Usher came by here after you left
(Jay) Beyonce I told you I didn't want him here anymore
(Beyonce) I didn't invite him he just came
(Jay) But you let him in
(Beyonce) No I didn't he came right after you left. I'm surprised you didn't see him
(Jay) What did he want
(Beyonce) He wanted to talk but I told him no and I asked him to leave. He wouldn't listen and she started talking trying to get me to change my mind. I hate when people try to get me to change my mind so I got angry and I've been mad every since. So if you think I'm taking this out on you I'm sorry. Now could we please drop it
(Jay) Sure, get dressed
(Beyonce) For what?
(Jay) Because Kiara is here now so I wanna take to out to dinner. Just you and I
(Beyonce) I'm not hungry
(Jay) Ok well you can watch me eat. Get dressed 
(Beyonce) OK fine I'll be ready in a few


(Bey)


I gave in easily because I just totally lied to him. I hate having to lie to him but I couldn't let him know what I just did. So I got dressed welcomed Kiara back and I spoke to her son Javier. He was 13 years years old and he was gona stay with us for a week. I found out Kiara had left because Javier had became really sick so Kiara had asked if it was ok for him to stay with us until his father come back from Mexico in one week. I really needed the help with the girls so I told her it was ok. After I introduce Kiara to Blue, Jay and I had left. 


*Dinner*


(Jay) Are you sure you don't want anything to eat
(Beyonce) Yes. I just want some whine


After Jay got his food and I got my whine Jay started talking to me and I guest I kind of spaced out a little


(Jay) Beyonce! ............ Beyonce!!
(Beyonce) Huh

(Jay) Are you listening 
(Beyonce) Yea baby I'm sorry
(Jay) Do you wana dance
(Beyonce) Sure


Jay and I walked the the dance floor and I put my head on his shoulder and my arms around his neck and we starting dancing. While we were dancing a few tears left my eyes and Jay didn't seem to notice at lease I think he didn't. After the dance I decided have a few more drinks actually I had enough to make me forget about what had happened earlier. The more I drank the better time the both of us had. By the time we got home it was 3am and I was super drunk and super horny. I ask Jay to carry me up the stairs and he did it. He put me in the bed and I started to undress myself. I looked at Jay was shocked by my behavior because a few hours ago I was pissed off at him. Well he didn't stay shocked for long because before I knew it he was on top of me kissing and licking and biting. Everything was going great at lease until he tried to enter me. When he did that the memories of the abortion had came back into mind because of the pain I was feeling. Usually I can take him but I just had an abortion so the sex hurt like hell and I don't mean a good pain. I screamed out STOP but only loud enough for the two of us to hear. I guess it kind of startled him so he retreated quickly.


(Jay) Bey whats wrong
(Beyonce) *almost in tears* I'm sorry you went in to fast and it really hurt me
(Jay) I'm sorry Bey but you usually can handle me. 
(Beyonce) I know but its been a while
(Jay) Look I'll go slower 
(Beyonce) Actually can we just do this another night
(Jay) Sure


(Jay's POV)


I put her in my arms and watched as she fell asleep. I tried going to sleep but something just didn't feel right. Beyonce never stopped me because of the pain she usually can take it. I knew she was in pain because of the way she screamed out STOP! So I knew she wasn't lying about the pain it really hurt her. Something is going on with her and Imma find out what is it is. She was crying during our dance and I know she was crying in the bathroom I just don't know what for. I puzzled my brain for about an hour until I feel asleep. The next morning when  woke up something hit me. I knew Beyonce had gotten an abortion at lease I think she did at made it my business to bring it up at breakfast.




Bey Jay, Hazel, and Blue was at the kitchen table eating and it was a little awkward. Bey was feeding Blue and Jay was watching Bey like a hawk.


(Beyonce) Shawn why are you looking at me like that
(Jay) Bey did you have an abortion yesterday


(Beyonce POV)


When Jay asked me that I almost choked on my food. Like how did he find out I know Solange didn't tell him,


(Beyonce) What?
(Jay) I think you heard me
(Beyonce) No I didn't have an abortion. You have to be pregnant for that and I told you I wasn't pregnant
(Jay) I hope you're not lying to me
(Beyonce) I'm not 
(Jay) OK.


(Jay POV) 


I had to let it go because I had no proof. All I was doing was assuming things and I don't know how I let that thought cross my mind Bey would never.






*1 month later*


(Bey's POV)


Its been a month since the abortion and every thing is back to normal. I still get sad from time to time but not often. I guess I came to the conclusion that the abortion was the right thing to do. I still love he/she and I still carry the picture in my purse as a reminder but I a, happy.


(Beyonce) Bye baby *kisses Jay*
(Jay) Where are you about to go 
(Beyonce) To go see Solo
(Jay) When are you coming back
(Beyonce) Does it matter
(Jay) No but I would like to know
(Beyonce) In about 30 minutes
(Jay) Alright


*Solo's House*


(Solange) So Bey how are you doing
(Beyonce) I'm ok finally
(Solange) Well that's good
(Beyonce) I know. But guess what
(Solange) What?
(Beyonce) My tour starts in two weeks. Thats why I'm here, I wanted to tell you in person
(Solange) How long are you gona be gone
(Beyonce) 7 months
(Solange) Noooo Bey imma miss you so much
(Beyonce) Imma miss you too but you can always come see me and we can skype
(Solange) I know but uggg Bey its not the same
(Beyonce) I know but I'll be back soon
(Solange) I know but did you tell Jay 
(Beyonce) Not yet but i'll tell him when I get home
(Solange) What about the girls
(Beyonce) I was kind of hoping Jay would come so the girls can come too
(Solange) Beyonce I'm not letting you take my nieces 
(Beyonce) Solo puhlease. But I gotta go I told Jay I would be home in 30 minutes
(Solange) Ok. I'll try to stop by your house tomorrow with Ty, Chelle, and Kelly
(Beyonce) Ok


Bey went home to tell Jay the news


(Beyonce) Where are the girls
(Jay) Kiara took them out for ice-cream
(Beyonce) O good I need to talk to you
(Jay) About what
(Beyonce) *sitting on Jay's lap* I'm going on tour in two weeks
(Jay) But we just got back together a month ago. Can you postpone it
(Beyonce) No. I'm sorry
(Jay) Fine!! I guess we have to make the best of the time we have left together then. 
(Beyonce) Right! *kisses Jay* I'll meet you upstairs *giving Jay a seductive look* 
(Jay) Alright!


Beyonce starting heading upstairs and Jay slowly followed until Bey's phone started to ring


(Jay) Dang Bey...
(Beyonce) Come on just ignore it
(Jay) But it might be Kiara with the girls. I'll get it
(Beyonce) Its in my purse
(Jay) Alright *grabbing Bey's purse
(Beyonce) WAIT!! Baby stop I'll get it *walking towards Jay* 
(Jay) Thats ok baby I go it *opening Bey's purse*
(Beyonce) Baby I-
(Jay) What is this
(Beyonce) Its nothing *taking the picture away from Jay*
(Jay) That don't look like nothing to me Beyonce
(Beyonce) Fine its an ultrasound picture
(Jay) Of who's baby
(Beyonce) Of my baby
(Jay) Are you pregnant
(Beyonce) No. I got an abortion
(Jay) Beyonce I asked you did you get an abortion and you told me no
(Beyonce) *walking towards* I'm sorry
(Jay) Why did you do this? 
(Beyonce) *crying* Because you wanted me too
(Jay) Beyonce I told you I-
(Beyonce) You told me you wanted to keep it after I already had the abortion 
(Jay) Why didn't you tell me? Why did you lie
(Beyonce) Because Shawn you didn't want it and it wasn't your baby or your problem. It was my problem and I fixed it,
(Jay) Bey-
(Beyonce) I don't want to talk about this I'm finally able to deal with myself. So can we please just drop it
(Jay) Bey I-
(Beyonce) PLEASE!!
(Jay) Ok
(Beyonce) Thank you. Are you mad at me
(Jay) Yes I'm pissed
(Beyonce) I-
(Jay) I'm pissed because you lied to me. The abortion was your choice even though I don't approve it was still your choice and it was over a month ago. Beyonce I hate when you lie to me
(Beyonce) And I hate lying to you
(Jay) Come here.. Listen I'm your husband and I don't ever want you to feel like you can't come talk to me. *Hugging Bey*
(Beyonce) I'm sorry
(Jay) I forgive you
(Beyonce) Why are you being so nice to me
(Jay) Because you leave in two weeks and I rather not waste my time arguing over something that happened a month ago
(Beyonce) I love you 
(Jay) I love you too *kissing Bey*
(Beyonce) So who was that calling me
(Jay) It was your mom
(Beyonce) Ok I need to call her back


*Phone Conversation*


(Tina) Hello *sniffs*
(Beyonce) Mom are you crying
(Tina) Bey-
(Beyonce) Mom what is it
(Tina) You're father was here and he started feeling sick and he fainted and I called 911 and they took him to the hospital.
(Beyonce) Is he ok
(Tina) I don't know, They wont let me see him because I'm not his wife or child
(Beyonce) Ok mom I'm on my way


To Be Continued..... 


I know this one was boring.com but leave a comment anyway. The next one will be better!!!!

Saturday, May 12, 2012

Truth Moment

Last Time:


(Jay) What's wrong Bey
(Beyonce) I *crying* 
(Jay) Bey? I told you I forgive you. Its over there is no need to cry
(Beyonce) *sniffs* No its not that
(Jay) Then what is it?
(Beyonce) I think I might be pregnant with Usher's baby. Shawn I'm sorry


Now....


(Gloria) *Walking into the living room with Hazel and Blue* So did you two work everything out? I hope those are tears of happiness.
(Jay) Mom could you give us a minute
(Gloria) Sure
Gloria leaves again with Blue and Hazel
(Jay) *sighs* Listen Bey stop crying. If you are pregnant we will deal with it. Have you been having morning sickness again or have you took a pregnancy test. Was the sex unprotected?
(Beyonce) *crying*
(Jay)  Bey talk to me
(Beyonce) I haven't had any morning sickness and no I haven't took a pregnancy test
(Jay) What about the sex
(Beyonce) Yes it was always protected and I'm on the pill but accidents can still happen.
(Jay) I know but whats makes you think your pregnant
(Beyonce) I'm late
(Jay) Bey I don't care if you're pregnant of course I'll be hurt but I'll deal with it as long as you don't name him Usher I'll be fine 
(Beyonce) *laughs* I love you *kisses Jay*
(Jay) I love you too. But one more thing Bey
(Beyonce) What?
(Jay) If you're not pregnant I don't want you to have anything to do with Usher. I want you to delete his number and I don't want you working on any music with him. Beyonce I don't even want you to even say his name
(Beyonce) Ok. I promise.
(Jay) Did you tell him
(Beyonce) About the baby? No I wanted to be sure first
(Jay) No. I meant did you breakup with him yet. Did you tell him we are back together
(Beyonce) *laughs* No we just got back together
(Jay) Call him
(Beyonce) What!?
(Jay) Call him and tell him its over
(Beyonce) OK.


*Phone Conversation*


(Usher) Hey Bey whats up
(Beyonce) I need to tell you something
(Jay) Put him on speaker
(Beyonce) NO!!
(Jay) Beyonce!
(Beyonce) Ok! *putting the phone on speaker* 
(Usher) What?
(Beyonce) Oh nothing
(Usher) What do we need to talk about
(Beyonce) I don't think we should see each other anymore
(Usher) What?! Why Beyonce. I love you
(Beyonce) Shawn and I decided not to get the divorce 
(Jay) Alright Bey hang up the phone
(Usher) Beyonce you got me on speaker and that lame ass nigga listening
(Jay) LAME!! Nigga please you lame for using the word lame ole flop ass
(Beyonce) Shawn calm down. Bye Usher
(Usher) Bey-
Beyonce hangs up on him


For the rest of the night Bey and Jay had a great time at Mama G's house. The next day Jay went out and bought Bey a pregnancy test and now they are waiting on the results.


(Jay) Truth moment Bey 
(Beyonce) Sure
(Jay) Do you want to be pregnant with Usher baby
(Beyonce) No! Not at all
(Jay) Ok 1 more truth moment
(Beyonce) Ok
(Jay) Bey if you are pregnant are you gonna keep it
(Beyonce) SHAWN!! OF COURSE IMMA KEEP IT!! ITS MY BABY
(Jay) Calm down Bey I was just asking
(Beyonce) Ok well I have a truth moment for you
(Jay) Ok
(Beyonce) If I'm pregnant do you want me to get an abortion
(Jay) Why would you ask me that
(Beyonce) Just answer the question
(Jay) I-
Jay was interrupted by the timer they had set for the pregnancy test.
(Beyonce) I'll get it


Beyonce went into the bathroom to get the pregnancy test and she returned to the bedroom holding the stick in her hand


(Jay) So what does it say
(Beyonce) It say I'm not telling you until you answer my question
(Jay) Beyonce could you not make a big deal out of this and answer the question
(Beyonce) No I wanna hear what you have to say first
(Jay) Fine!!! Yes I would want you to have an abortion but no I wouldn't ask you too
(Beyonce) You wouldn't ask me but you wouldn't love it like I loved Hazel all of these years
(Jay) Beyonce that is not fair. You know I would love that baby
(Beyonce) So why would you want me to abort it
(Jay) Beyonce please just tell me are you pregnant or not?
(Beyonce) I guess you will be happy to know that its blue. I'm not pregnant
(Jay) You don't sound to happy about not being pregnant
(Beyonce) I am happy about it but what I'm mad about is you wanted me to abort my baby. I would of never said that to you
(Jay) Beyonce you're my WIFE!! so forgive me for not wanting my wife to be pregnant by somebody else.
(Beyonce) Now you understand how I felt
(Jay) Beyonce when are you gona get over me cheating and almost getting someone pregnant. You remember DNA Test right?
(Beyonce) I been over it
(Jay) So why do you continue to bring it up
(Beyonce) I don't know I'm sorry ok
(Jay) Truth Moment Bey
(Beyonce) What?
(Jay) Why did you cheat on me
(Beyonce) I told you already! I was vulnerable and I was hurting and I wasn't thinking clearly.
(Jay) I think it goes deeper than that but ok
(Beyonce) Why didn't you show Blue the same care you showed Hazel when she was born
(Jay) Beyonce I'm sorry. I was busy with work and I was tired.
(Beyonce) So was I
(Jay) Beyonce look we just got back together and I don't want to fight can we please change the subject
(Beyonce) Sure what ever you say
(Jay) Beyonce
(Beyonce) What?!
(Jay) Never mind. Imma go pick up some of my things and bring them back here
(Beyonce) OK and Kiara is coming back later on and I want be here because I need to go to the store. So I need you to come straight back
(Jay) Alright. Walk me out?
(Beyonce) Sure!


Beyonce walked Jay to the door and he left. Right after he left Usher was pulling up.


(Beyonce) What the hell?


Usher got out the car and walked up to Bey.


(Beyonce) What are you doing here
(Usher) Beyonce I'm not leaving you. I love you
(Beyonce) I told you I was back with my husband so you really need to leave
(Usher) Can we talk
(Beyonce) No! Leave
(Hazel) MOMMY!!!!!!!!
(Beyonce) Alright I need to go check on her so can you leave now
(Usher) Not until we talk
(Hazel) MOMMY!!!!!!!!!
(Beyonce) Fine!! Wait right here do not come in my house.
(Usher) Ok.


Beyonce went upstairs and checked on Hazel but all needed was help with one of her toys. So after she helped her she went into her bedroom to check on Blue who was still asleep. She was on her way back downstairs until she notice Usher was in her bedroom again.


(Beyonce) I thought I told you not to come in my house let alone my bedroom
(Usher) Beyonce what is this?
(Beyonce) Its nothing. Now give it to me.
(Usher) Is it mine
(Beyonce) Is what yours
(Usher) The baby
(Beyonce) What baby I'm not pregnant
(Usher) Thats not what this says.
(Beyonce) I'm not pregnant. That does not belong to me it was my sisters. She was leaving when you was coming in. Thats why I was at the door already
(Usher) Bey!?
(Beyonce) Usher I'm not pregnant OK!
(Usher) If you are pregnant I don't want you to get an abortion 
(Beyonce) Are you hard of hearing or something I told you its not mine!!
(Usher) Ok if you say its not then I believe you. *Handing Bey the pregnancy test*

(Beyonce) Thank you
(Usher) Can we talk now.
(Beyonce) No I think you better go. Shawn will be here any minute 
(Usher) Bey
(Beyonce) Usher leave
(Usher) Fine!! I'll call you


Usher left and Bey got rid of the pregnancy test and called Solange.


(Solange) Hey Bey whats up
(Beyonce) Solange I need a favor
(Solange) Bey I can't keep the girls 
(Beyonce) Please Solo its only gonna be about a hour or two
(Solange) Beyonce I don't even have Julezs I'm relaxing today
(Beyonce) Solo if it wasn't important I wouldn't be begging you  
(Solange) *sighs* What is so important Bey
(Beyonce) I can't tell you
(Solange) If you want me to come babysit you better start talking
(Beyonce) Solo
(Solange) Beyonce
(Beyonce) Fine!! I'll tell you but you have to promise me you won't tell anybody.
(Solange) Ok I promise
(Beyonce) Solange I'm serious
(Solange) Bey whats going on
(Beyonce) I'm pregnant
(Solange) Beyonce noooo please say its not Usher's
(Beyonce) *silent* 
(Solange) BEYONCE OMG!
(Beyonce) I need you to come watch the girls. I can't keep this baby
(Solange) Beyonce are you sure this is what you want to do
(Beyonce) Yes I can't have his baby.
(Solange) You know how I feel about abortion Bey
(Beyonce) Please Solo
(Solange) *sighs* Ok Bey I'll be there in 15 or 20 minutes
(Beyonce) Remember you can't tell anyone about this. This is between us.
(Solange) Ok. I promise Bey. I love you
(Beyonce) I love you too bye
(Solange) Bye




Solange arrived at the Bey's house 20 minutes later and Bey went to the abortion clinic.


(Nurse) Ok Beyonce this is gonna be an easy but painful process so close your eyes and it will be over in a minute
(Beyonce) *closing her eyes* Ok


(Bey)


I know abortion is wrong but I can't have this baby. It wont be right for me to force a baby on Shawn that he would never really love or want. I just can't do it and as for Usher he already have two boys. Yes he may want to keep this one but its not up to him. Its my body and my decision.  Having this baby will not only affect me it would also affect the people around me. 


Meanwhile......


Bey's house


(Jay) *walking in the house* Hey Solo
(Solange) Hey Jay
(Jay) Where is Bey
(Solange) She went to the store. She should be back in a few minutes.
(Jay) Why didn't she take the girls
(Solange) Blue was sleeping and Hazel was busy playing with her toys. Its ok I don't mine watching them.
(Jay) Ok. How long has she been gone
(Solange) About a hour. I'll call to see where she at
(Jay) Ok let me talk to her when you are finish
(Solange) ok


*Phone Conversation*


(Beyonce) *sniffs* Hello
(Solange) Where are you
(Beyonce) I'm on my way home
(Solange) Did you get what you needed from the store
(Beyonce) Yea I did.
(Solange) *sighs* Well Jay wanna talk to you hold on
(Jay) Hello
(Beyonce) Hey
(Jay) Bey when are you coming home
(Beyonce) I'll be there in a few.
(Jay) Beyonce are you with him and don't lie to me
(Beyonce) NO I'M NOT!!
(Jay) Calm down Bey I was just kidding
(Beyonce) No you wasn't
(Jay) I was. I thought you was gona wait until later to go to the store
(Beyonce) I was but what I wanted couldn't wait
(Jay) What did you want
(Beyonce) It don't mater they where sold out anyway. I went to about 5 different stores that's why I was gone so long. I guess I'll just order it offline.
(Jay) Was Julius with you
(Beyonce) No. But it was ok. I wasn't out that long and the stores I went to usually don't have paparazzi or screaming fans
(Jay) Oh ok but we need to talk when you get here
(Beyonce) We talked already
(Jay) We need to talk again
(Beyonce) Ok I'll see you when I get home. I'm on my way now.
(Jay) Ok. I love you
(Beyonce) I love you too bye.


Beyonce hung up the phone because she didn't want Jay to hear the nurse


(Nurse) Ok here is your paper work and your ultrasound picture. You was almost a month pregnant. 
(Beyonce) Thanks.


Beyonce took the papers and put them in the trash before she left the clinic. She kept the picture and put it in her purse. She was home within 15 minutes and Solange was gone.


(Jay) Bey look I'm sorry about what I said
(Beyonce) Don't worry about
(Jay) No I was wrong to say what I said. Bey I was just angry about the situation and I'm sorry
(Beyonce) I said it was okay. Its over with now I don't want to talk about it anymore. I'm about to go take a shower. *walking away from Jay*
(Jay) Bey wait!
(Beyonce) *turning around* What?!
(Jay) Truth Moment
(Beyonce) *sighs* Sure!
(Jay)  If you where pregnant I wouldn't of loved that baby any less then I love Hazel and Blue. I wouldn't of wanted you to get an abortion. I just would of had deal, like you did for me
(Beyonce) *tearing up* Thats nice to know *walking up the stairs*
(Jay) Bey wait?
(Beyonce) What Shawn?! I said it was ok now drop it please!
(Jay) Ok Bey I just don't want you to be mad at me anymore
(Beyonce) I'm not mad at you. I'm just mad at myself
(Jay) For what?
(Beyonce) A lot of things but if you don't mine I would like to take a bath now
(Jay) *Sighs* Ok. I'll cook you something to eat
(Beyonce) I'm not hungry *walking away*
(Jay) Ok then


To Be Continued.........